Chapter 12 - CARMEN'S TRUTH

âWhy?â
It was the only word I could say.
Carmen looked smaller than I had ever seen her.
âI was afraid.â
âOf me?â
âOf losing my son.â
I almost laughed.
âYou thought making him believe his wife cheated would keep him close?â
âYou changed him.â
âNo. Adulthood changed him.â
âYou donât understand mothers.â
âI am a mother.â
Her eyes flicked away.
I stepped closer.
âYou convinced your son to secretly test his newborn daughter because you were jealous of his wife?â
âI had been everything to Daniel.â
âThat is not love, Carmen.â
âYou came along and suddenly he listened to you.â
âApparently not enough.â
She flinched.
Good.
âI thought if there was doubt between youââ
âYou could stay important.â
She nodded slowly.
For the first time, she looked ashamed.
I wanted to scream.
Instead, I asked,
âDid you ever love Camila?â
Carmen began crying.
âYes.â
âNo.â
âYes, I did.â
âYou starved her.â
âI didnât starve her.â
âShe lost almost two kilos.â
Her face crumpled.
âI thought you spoiled her.â
âYou were punishing me through my daughter.â
âNo.â
âYes.â
I stepped closer.
âYou couldnât control my money. You couldnât control my career. You couldnât make Daniel successful.â
Her jaw tightened.
âSo you found someone smaller.â
âThatâs not true.â
âA three-year-old.â
âStop.â
âSomeone who couldnât fight back.â
âStop.â
âSomeone who had to ask permission to come inside her own home.â
Carmen covered her mouth.
âIâm sorry.â
Those words should have mattered.
They didnât.
âI donât forgive you.â
She stared at me.
âNot today.â
Her face broke.
âMaybe not ever.â
She whispered,
âSheâs my granddaughter.â
âThen spend the rest of your life understanding what you did to her.â
I walked away.
Carmen called after me.
âMariana.â
I stopped but didnât turn.
âThereâs something else.â
Of course there was.
âThereâs always something else with this family.â
She wiped her face.
âDaniel didnât start DVA because he wanted a business.â
I turned.
âWhat are you talking about?â
âHe wanted money quickly.â
âI know.â
âNo.â
She shook her head.
âYou donât.â
âThen tell me.â
Carmen looked terrified.
âHe wanted to leave you.â
That didnât surprise me.
What she said next did.
âHe was planning to leave with another woman.â
My stomach dropped.
âWho?â
Carmen hesitated.
âIsabel.â
I knew the name.
Isabel Cortés.
Danielâs former coworker.
The woman he had told me moved to Guadalajara.
âWhen?â
âLast year.â
âHow long?â
âI donât know.â
âYou know.â
âAlmost two years.â
The room tilted.
Two years.
While I worked.
While I paid his bills.
While I funded his family.
While my daughter sat outside with stale bread.
Daniel had been building a company to finance a new life with someone else.
Then Carmen whispered,
âShe wasnât just his girlfriend.â
I stared at her.
âWhat do you mean?â
Carmen looked at the floor.
May you like
âShe was pregnant.â
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